Synchronicity

I hear him in my thoughts I see him in my future but some way some how god wont allow the view to be clear just yet its like a great suprise, I sit and I just ponder on why a certain individual was shown to me some time ago and still to this day resonates in my thoughts and my mind he is a warrior yet so passionate, is he everything I pray and asked for and know I have recieved but have yet to see it in reality? his writing is so amazing and resonates with me and many others deeply but when I start having visions or thoughts about certain topics and then think of who this person could be I hit the nail right on the head I know so much about him but is he someone i know currently or will meet? whoah talk about knocking me back a few steps to sit and wonder is this but a figment of my imagination or are we connected in such a way that even he is unaware of or leasts expects I to be intuined or dance with his soul as we do, all though I am unable to fit words to my understanding or emotions alot of the time I am sensitive and very fragile to people telling me what I should or shouldnt do because I believe god gave me my heart and mind for a purpose, so call me stubborn but what is a beautiful ending and new beginning with out a bunch of beautiful mistakes or lessons to get you there? if he is him he will come to me as I have come to him....I am far from lazy and incredibly self motivated I find it entertaining to stretch others and I am incredibly passionate about the ether that is within me and just life itself, sometimes I feel that my other half is so much more then I can imagine because I wonder how I must sound or what people must think of me when approaching a blog like this? sometimes my love is addicting and sometimes i attract people who have no real intention but to try and feed off my joy and that at times can cause me to re evaluate how this world can be so cold yet so warm if you are not of this world in which i am not.... Then glad you are here.